Reflection: Through the Looking Glass 🆙

I've been a little thoughtful, because for a little while I can say I'm happy.
A little time left over from the routine and the discomfort of everyday life, makes me believe just a little bit that there is a way, that the world is getting better.

The relationships I have are few.

Fantastic people I learn a lot from!

The contacts I keep keep me in touch with myself, but only when I'm not with anyone else but myself.

I spend so little time alone.

Is it just a little that we really need?

A little bit of us and we're already sick.

We get sick of who really exists for our existence.

I talk to you and I feel alive.

I look in the mirror and I feel alone.

And I know I'm my best company.

I know you're only with me for yourself.

Why do you make friends?

Why do you date someone in the first place?

If the answer is love, that's okay.

Most people just want to help themselves.

I hope you swear a lot as you read these words.

Curse yourself, curse your friends, curse the system they put us in without asking permission.

Well, that's how you purge a little of the demons that prevent you from understanding me.

Understand and explain that in this world full of people, there is only you.

Or in this case: I, who write for you to read, who am myself.

Confused? Fortunately.

Think about how everything you do for others, you want them to do for you.

Deny that you do good to save the planet and understand that the planet, without you, would do very well.

Without the imbalance of the human mind. Understanding that you, and only you, exist in your world and that the whole world adapts to you, to your needs. For your learning.

And if I finish this text here, can you continue?

Can you look at yourself for more than 5 minutes without thinking about anyone else?

Is my hair ok to go out? Who cares?

Are my clothes good enough to be with who am I going to be with? Who cares?

Is my body beautiful enough for me? Or for others?

I am the mirror of the world around me. Who cares about me?

Who cares how you really feel?

Who cares about you?

Do you care about you?

Do you care more about yourself than what people think of you if you are yourself?

How much you in one sentence!

And I, where am I?

Do you understand that while you think about the other, you put yourself aside?

I'm on the side, because the world doesn't want you to think about yourself.

Am I selfish?

Is thinking about the self bad?

How many times have you said, "I know!" and was called a know-it-all?

How many times have you said, "Leave it to me" and been called selfish?

What is the interest of people in making you feel less of yourself?

I know…

I have the power to change the world, alone, if I want to.

And that scares you. It scares the world that I alone can be a force enough to make a difference.

After all, the whole world only exists for US. (it would be for me but you get the idea)

And I control the world, when I understand that, only I exist in MY world.

And that scares the powerful who tell you that you are the same as everyone else, to keep you in common sense.

And the powerful can be anyone who understands how to control you. An abusive relationship… as a mother and father, love partner, predatory friendship, boss… just for example.

This scares a lot those who depend on their power to remain in power and control.

When someone is free from the image that he is part of the world, he understands that the world is his to do as he pleases. And no one else can control it.

I know it's easy. It is enough to release some restraints that the parents placed, others that the religion placed, others that the society tied and finally: freedom!

I am free from you.

And will you come with me?

Through the mirror?

I will go…