movement that intimidates
Defining all my insides
Unveiling the bitterness in my life
Of a depressing existence.
In the depths of an unresolved pain
Of a past that I insist on dwelling on
That makes me carry, all the time, the weight of this pain
Immersed in constant frustrations and annoyances.
My truths are gone
I am left to suffocate in my own anguish
In many comings and goings
Immersed in constant frustrations and agonies.
I even try to be balanced
And I realize that I always row against the tide
I am an inhabitant of a perverse society
Who wants blood and pain day and night.
I fight for my survival
And I see myself falling without strength
I'm disoriented and without any perspective
Inwardly I find myself prostrated by pain and suffering.
In my pains, which I live cultivating
In my existential loneliness
In my insatiable desires
Finally, in everything I am not.
My being is immersed in an immensity of pain
My being only experiences anguish and pain
Meu ser continually refuses to exist
I see myself left in the mud of neglect.
I free myself from all negative thoughts
Of the fanciful fears that I live building
I persist in cutting my soul with good thoughts
Letting happiness enter my being and stay here.
I break with the frustrations of the past
I stop feeding the thoughts that don't add
I welcome happiness with open arms
And I live to be happy and grateful for benevolence.
The process is very painful
But it is very necessary
I let myself be guided by intuition
And for the only desire I feed on: to be happy.
Carlos de Campos
my sincere wishes
I let myself be carried away by happiness
Day after day
Happiness won at the cost of sweat and blood
And free I lay down to fall asleep as soon as possible.
I do not defend myself
Everything is under the sun of your justice
I end up in exile
Left by your righteous judgment.
I insist in the face of your offenses
In nothing I am shaken
I continue to live my total freedom.
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I fall into a capital sin when I find myself wanting to have you
Fabulating how to own you
Starting to watch you for whole nights.
Carlos de Campos
