I always made a point of understanding all the reality that was within my reach.
Girlish way, but with an absolutely rational side. It wasn't enough to give just any answer, I really liked to understand the logic and structure of what was behind that explanation.
Observer, voracious of books and gossip of adult conversations. Want to see me happy? Call me mini-adult or too mature for a girl with my doll face. That was the reality I was creating for myself, that's what I liked to create.
Automatically, I started to see life this way. With the look of a person who was not the age he appeared, who was looking for things that didn't fit my age group. Over time, I became that woman who, from looking for different things so much, started to be labeled as the weird one, the one who “thought she was better” than the others, and it was never that, it was never about that… I did everything. this movement unconsciously.
I “just” wanted to get over myself, I wanted to get better, I desperately wanted to believe that I was loved and accepted. Numerous scholars indicate that human beings have 3 basic needs, namely: to be loved, to be heard sincerely and to be accepted.
Ah… because I didn’t know that before…
It would have been so much easier… because the more I worked to have these three needs met, the more I saw, created, was, did and had conflicts. Digressions aside, today I am absolutely sure that things happen for a reason and I am very grateful to have gone through all this, because these experiences prepare me to be here writing to you, to be aware of who I am and who I want. to be.
It follows the image of the cycle of reality for you to understand.
What reality have you created for yourself?
